Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Fraternity Series pt 1 : The Move

i just moved to new jersey from new york i had my independence i was starting college and it was time i move into a rental house with three other guys , i was told that the dorms were totally full ... i arrived at the house in my silver 2008 BMW , my dad is an investment banker and it was nice not too big and not to small i opened the door and no one was there it was the first week of september so it was still hot outside i looked around it looked like a abandon frat house that needed to be scrubbed polished , then i heard the door slam shut i turned and there was jason , he had a pear of aviator lenses and his hair was slightly over the lenses this boy was hot as hell he had a light blue hollister shirt on and cargo shorts with flipflops and was muscular about my size "hay dude " he said walking up to me we gave each other a handshake so thats your ride out there he said "yeah , i said , my dad bought it for me " "wow you dont look like the type to drive a 2008 bmw , " i looked at him with suspicion "hay i didnt mean anything by that , i mean im sure alot of black people , okay im going to stop now , "my dad is a investment banker my mom is the ceo of her own writing firm " i said he looked surprised "you are a newyork brat " we laughed and looked at each other he took his shades off and his eyes were so blue it was scary " i'm Jason Esposito by the way " he said he put his hand out again for another handshake " i am Seth Johnson " i said shaking it again this time he held onto my hand and we smiled at each other until the door clicked open.

Two other guys came in " are you two the other roommates they looked at us i let go of Jason's hand "yeah i am Seth " "hay i'm coop " " i'm Evan " " im jason " he said Evan was hot as hell he had blond hair that was j crew cut and he had dark brown eyes and coop was good looking i couldn't really figure out his ethnicity. " So did you pick rooms " coop said " no we just got here , we should go up together see whats going on " so we went upstairs their was only three rooms , wow so someone has to share " im all for sharing but i've always shared a room with my younger brother since he was born so i m sorry i m not he ran in the room an shut the door we laughed " hay i 'll share " i said it doesnt matter to me " evan looked at the room "dude take it , jason said to evan " i'll share with seth " my heart sunk i thought jason was the hottest guy and most likely he was straight how would i share a room with this gorgeous guy

we went into the rooms together and their were two new mattresses standing up courtesy of the school and nice new furniture and they gave s all new laptops " this is a pretty decent room jason said " yeah i guess it is " i said coop and even came in to our room "hay i think that was cool , saying you would share the room usually people are for themselves , not to mention any names coop , evan" we laughed " they both stormed out to check out the rest of the house. " i dont have any siblings i said i always had my room to myself and the house it got kind of lonely being alone all the time " i said it grew quiet " you dont have any brothers or sisters he said "no , just me " " i have two brothers and three sisters " he said " and if you want any just let me know we smiled at each other " well now you have a real room mate" he continued our room had a bathroom while the other guys had to use the one in the hall

over the next few weeks we bought furniture for the living room the guys were all tapped out so i bought a 57 in plasma and the house looked great me and the guys got to know one another and everyone seem to be straight it felt like i was the only one in the closet Evan and coop had several dates and i really didn't know what Jason was doing he never really discuss relationship when it was just him and me it was about the present what we were doing , not about girls or the past or even the future he was a complete mystery

one night i had a dream , and i guess i was tossing and turning and talking in my sleep and i jumped up jason got up and sat on my bed "are you okay " he said in a compassionate voice he rubbed my back " i thought he is a good friend the light from the moon shined in on his face he was so good looking he just looked at me its like we were stuck there staring into space and time froze between us and i kissed him he pulled away " we should get some sleep" he said emotionless i felt like a fool i fell asleep and woke back up again wishing, no hoping it was just a bad dream in the morning Jason was gone i smelled breakfast i went down stairs and evan was watching of all things rachael ray and cooking i looked at him with a grin " what ? he said , cant i watch The Double R" he smiled playfully at me " sure you can i layed down on the couch "rough night he said " yeah " i said " yeah i've been having alot of those myself he sat a plate in front of me and one down for him and sat next to me " can i tell you something " he said " yeah , sure " i said "promise not to freak " he said " okay " i'm bi " i looked at the food sasages, pancakes, eggs syrup it looked too good i didn't even hear him " that bad huh" he said " what ,your breakfast looks good i said " did you even hair a word i said " no " i said " i said i am bi " he looked at me for a reaction " so isn't everyone a little bit bi " i said he had a look of relief "so are you " he said "yeah , " he smiled "who do you like more he said guys or girls " guys, what about you " " i like the both equally , um Seth , don't tell anyone " "okay i wont , but why did you tell me , " "the way you look at Jason , i knew something was up " i turned in embarrassment " hay don't be embarrassed he put his hand on mines " "jason is hott , i get it " we laughed

later that night Evan and coop through a party Jason came home with some blonde chick i tried to ignore him but he seem to bring her around me i got the message loud and clear jason i said to myself evan kept on looking at me to see what i was thinking about about the whole jason situation i shrugged my shoulders later on i went up to my room to lay down from all the excitement the door was halfway open i went in and jason was on my bed having sex with the girl " oh um " thats all i said i left i went downstairs got my jacket and left i started my car and drove off , its not that i was mad , okay maybe Furious i shouldn't have kissed him , i ruined our friendship most likely. i drove to the university and got a blanket out the backseat turned the car off and drifted into lala land when i woke up my phone was ringing it said home i didnt answer but i looked in my call log and they called me like twenty times.